Of love, dopamine and emotion.

Love in science is just an after effect of dopamine, a chemical substance produces in the brain. Simple and the only explanation.

But if we study love through emotion point of view,  it can be a lifetime story or a movie or a song. Some of the stories is made up in order to justify the love or the sacrifice of the love. A lovely stories, that is all that I can say.

I am in love with love itself, which is another topic of love.

Falling heart falling one self

One thing that I know by my heart is the feeling of falling in love. It's like heaven. It's like the world only have you and the next person sitting with you; your lovely feeling just drown the rest of the crowd. You are building a world that consists only the two of you. You want to hang around with the person at the corner of your so called world forever. Other things do not matter anymore. It is nice feeling. At times, it's calming, other times, it's like a storm but in a great way.

But then again, I tend to lose myself, my identity in love. And that for me is not a great thing to do. I know that. But what can we say to the heart that is in love? Nothing. Only a prayer can save a soul.

For her

Love comes in many forms.

She was missing for ten days and that's enough to send my life spiralled down. I was heartbroken. Till one night, when I saw her rushing towards me with him chasing behind. She was thin and unkempt. That was the moment that I knew I need to take her in, no matter how much she loves her freedom and how much I love her to let her have her ways.

She is now pregnant and may give birth next month. But, this is her first pregnancy. She is a bit loss not knowing why she is tired most of the time. She sleeps a lot these days.

I will keep her safe and hopefully things will be okay for both of us. Yes, this is also the first time I am going to assist a cat delivers her babies. My Maru is going to be a mother.