My dear journal,
I am feeling low and heart broken. Fixing a broken heart is surely hard to handle. Everytime I want to leave this behind, it seems that earth pulled me back to the pain. I just want to get over this and looking ahead for the new future.
I will forgive, forget and move on. Sayonara!
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Friday, August 8, 2008
Sadness
Many people associate sad with tears. Some people associate that with heart. However, both are true. We can feel sad but show an unresponsive face. Some will have tears flowing out of their eyes and say that they are sad.
As for me, I need to swallow all my sadness at the moment. I think I've faced it, I guess so but I can't show that I am sad because it will make others sad. Do you think it's the right thing to do, the noble thing? I really have no clue.
I am sad but I can't show because if I do, I will be feeling self pity and don't want to work for the future. I have been feeling so for about a year and I think that I need to move on.
Do I need to stop contacting the person that cause be to feel sad as I think, forgetting will be easier. But, I also think that's the way to run from a problem.
How difficult to face your own 'feel' battle? Ask yourself when you face one....:)
As for me, I need to swallow all my sadness at the moment. I think I've faced it, I guess so but I can't show that I am sad because it will make others sad. Do you think it's the right thing to do, the noble thing? I really have no clue.
I am sad but I can't show because if I do, I will be feeling self pity and don't want to work for the future. I have been feeling so for about a year and I think that I need to move on.
Do I need to stop contacting the person that cause be to feel sad as I think, forgetting will be easier. But, I also think that's the way to run from a problem.
How difficult to face your own 'feel' battle? Ask yourself when you face one....:)
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Hiroshima in Peace
Visiting Hiroshima under the Hatsukaichi Peace Programme 2008 held by the Hatsukaichi International Association is like making peace with the ghost of World War II. The way I look at life, either my life or human life will never be same.
This programme was organised by the volunteers, most of them are housewife or woman of the house who's their main ideas is to let the world know about the Atomic bomb effect during the WWII on Hiroshima (then, it shall never be a single nuclear weapon in this world) and the word 'war' shall never be whispered ever again.
Me, personally I think and feel that God has been so kind to me, guiding me through this life. The homestay family's mother, or shall I say 'sister' as she looks so young and vibrant at early 50's, was able to cool me down (as I was so in to lab work and research and rat....). We both had a good time together talking about world, politics, life and ourselves. She's so understanding. Ah! one thing I need to say is that my Japanese language is so poor and God is so gracious that He sent me to this lady who is an English teacher. I end up being more cautious with my grammar.
I will tell more about Hiroshima in my next post.
This programme was organised by the volunteers, most of them are housewife or woman of the house who's their main ideas is to let the world know about the Atomic bomb effect during the WWII on Hiroshima (then, it shall never be a single nuclear weapon in this world) and the word 'war' shall never be whispered ever again.
Me, personally I think and feel that God has been so kind to me, guiding me through this life. The homestay family's mother, or shall I say 'sister' as she looks so young and vibrant at early 50's, was able to cool me down (as I was so in to lab work and research and rat....). We both had a good time together talking about world, politics, life and ourselves. She's so understanding. Ah! one thing I need to say is that my Japanese language is so poor and God is so gracious that He sent me to this lady who is an English teacher. I end up being more cautious with my grammar.
I will tell more about Hiroshima in my next post.
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