Human kind

I would not touch the subject scientifically but through soul searching theory. Human is the most completed animal in this planet in term of brain development. Therefore, we're known as the leader of the world or mankind. That's true in a sense that we are able to use our mind to a certain limit.

I always believe that if we are using the mind, we are better. However, during last week conversation I was remind by someone that beside being human, we're also animal. Thus, as an animal we shall be using our body.

The best place to live and the best life to achieve is where there's a balance. I shall now start to use my body AND my mind, in balance.

Gambatte ne (*_*)

Preserverence

Life is tough. If I am not mistaken, there is one proverb, "When life get tougher, the tougher gets going". I don't know if I get the proverb correctly. I just don't care at the moment, not even to look in the Net. Life seems to be tough on me now.

How long can we show our tough side and try to get things work against all the oddness in the life? How can people get going? I don't like the life that I am living at the moment. I HATE it. But then again, when I take a look at all the hard work that I've endured to be here, I will wasted it all if I am going to give up.

I have no choice. It's either do or die. The tunnel is dark and hot. It produces some horrible sound when I passed by. For the moment, the end can be imagine but can't be seen. The walk have to be taken, alone and slowly but surely. I just need to get to the end of this. God, please make it quickly....

Summer in tokushima

I am from Malaysia. Tropical weather is like summer throughout the year. Thus, I shall get used to the summer, but never. I think hot and humid are worse combination. The temperature sometime goes up above 35 degrees Celsius which will never happened in Malaysia. However, I don't mind it at all. Experience is like university, and this universe is the university for me. I love to learn and experience is one of the way we're learning.

Yokatta!

Not as busy

Busy can be defined in many ways. Unscheduled tasks, unnecessarily tasks or abundant tasks. Last few months I was busy as hell. The professor would like to publish the unfinished paper left by the senior students who graduated last year. Both of them were very sure that the paper will be publish without any problems once he finished his lab work. Duh! It was rejected. Therefore, this humble servant, who happened to be me had to kill two birds with one stone. Luckily, at last it was accepted. Me, I am the second author.

So, I wish I had more time to write and share my journal of life.

Homestay in Hiroshima

I got a letter last week acknowledged me that my application for joining Homestay programme with a Japanese family at Hiroshima was successful. Great!

I will go there on 31st July. The programme will start from 1st August till 5th August. Will update the experience once I get back. I really want to see Hiroshima post A-bombing, after so many years.

Give up

Alright! I gave up. Age has somehow make me softer on the innerside. I couldn't bring myself to shut other people completely out of mylife. Though it's realy hurt me but to hate people is not anymore my cup of tea.

I had forgave her and now I will forget. Let it be. I don't want to be the judge for her. I will accept it at face value. Whatever she said.

Let's bygone be bygone.

Sayonara!

Summer bitter

My dear journal,
Seems like the last spring really brought flu in mylife...(^-^).

Yesterday, I heard the biggest joke of mylife. Statement from a friend regarding me which is funny and yet proved that human being is bad if they are bad. Human can really be bad. How on earth people choose to be selfish and yet able to live their life through it. I just wish that she could see how affected me listening to her drama.

But then, I am also human, with heart. I never know how I can hate people overnight but I think she doesn't deserved me to be her friend anymore. Sweet and calm face can be a disguise. We will never know what someone soul is made off.

She even doesn't deserved the good life that she have now. But probably The All Mighty have something in store for her, in the future. I just think that she should be prepared. Life is like a circle. Sometimes you are up, other time you are at the bottom. Hope you can manage your own misery when the time comes. I might not be there to watch or to help you out. Hope you come out victory.

Sayonara!