Everytime this happens, I always try to convince myself that I should be the one with the big heart. I shall be mature enough to let bygone be bygone and forgive, then forget.
But now, I am not sure if I should be continuing doing, for my own sake. I want to be happy and stress free. I want to be in love with my life, from every angle. I want to be able to smile wholeheartedly.
Life could be so mysterious that, sometimes I feel so dumbfounded, cannot go anywhere or make any decision because all the directions left me with little choices in being me. I am angry, but can't express it because I don't like the after-angry feeling. I am not satisfied, but I can't express it because I know that it will make me look stupid, or I think that I look stupid. Patience and tomorrow, is my only savior. But then again, these two take time and they are killing me.
I wish that I don't have to go through this anymore. I am quitting from this relationship. I gave-up!
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I worry if I cannot carry on with what I love to do now. I pray and look ahead convinced that nothing can change what has been destined to be my lot. It is simply our trust in HIM
There are things that I can't do, although I love to do it. Before the thought of losing them consume me, it is better that I leave them for good. If it is destined for me, they will be mine.
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