Living in the present

Yes, I have been my own enemy. Living alone is very scary. Thus, I created in my mind a life that I used to have in Malaysia and bring it with me here. Just to provide me with a cushion. Today, I realize that it has to come to an end. Facing a fact that I am alone is the latest challenge for me. I will try to live in the present, accepting that Japan is my land for another two years and new life will be there for me.

I wish that I will meet my life partner who I will love and cannot live without. That person shall be someone who love me and accept me as I am. We will spent our life together and complement each other. We will spent our life laughing and talking and enjoy being with each other company.