Thursday, January 28, 2010

Unstable entity

People should be very wary of me of late. I can’t either able to control my tongue or my words. The emotion, it is running high with anger and worry. The angriness is towards the selfishness that existed in someone heart and soul that even a blind man can see, yet he thought I am too young to be able to judge. The worry is about me, my research and study. The researcher in me is looking for the right way to make myself in my own way. I can’t depend on this person to be my mentor and yet one of my reasons of coming here is to get the international contacts. What can I say?

p/s Perhaps I shall zikir a lot as my mother suggested. Sigh!

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